2009年4月12日星期日

Looking Back the Past Years (part 1 )


I live in a big modern city:Shenzhen.near Hongkong,I can see the buliding of Hongkong when I look out of my window every morning only five minutes by foot,go to the beach .To see sun rise from mountion. I used to weep over my bygone life or unknown future to seat a bench of the beach because the recall or miss mum and hometown.As well it come into my dream,expically in spring ,the feeling get more better.shenzhen is a hot city,about nine months be in summer,no spring ,no winter (temperature).
Every on Feb~Apr,hometown's mountians turn green ,two months still be in rain seasons.Spring bamboo shoot come out from the hill everywhere,agrestal straw mushroom grow around tussock .I would like go out to pick it then take to home to cook,but father always threw it away .He was scared it was toxicity.We usually heard someone died for eating the straw mushroom.
I love spring,expically like listening rain sounds which it beat tile-roofed house at night.Parents have four kids,material and spirit spiare strenuous in 1970s~1980s in village of China .We lived in a old quadrangle dwellings .There are four families in there,although strenuous that time,we got along with others families ,even though kids usually brawled for something.Now the old house had been dismantle by gevoment ,it was too old and danger for our safe.I lived in the old house over 20years,never fogot it in my minds.I alway miss it which place.
Although live in a modern city: airport ,beach,subway,nice building,big market,my heart will go on :old quadrangle dwellings.last year I came back to see mum,it became vegetable field.Mum plant some hot pepper,celery cabbage,one loquat tree,two pear trees,one magnolia tree. Look at all these, sadly feeling coming into my heart:mum was old and lonely ,father went to other world,borthers moved in other place,sister got marriaged with other town man, have three kids-my childhood good friends went away it too,I miss them expically in Traditional Festivals ----looking Back the Past Years