My free time

There was a old domestic sewing machine in my family.It was most important fixed property except mechanical watch on father carpus.It said father sell a pig to change them.Kids were told that they couldn't touch it by hand or foot.It was covered by a piece of heavy linen all day and all night,only mum used it to sew kids news or rag. everytime mum used it while we liked to stand by and watched. Sister didn't go to school in 15 years old and then She joined in sewing personal trainer in town. I liked to see her note about sewing record.Although I couldn't understand what that ,only saw some pictures and line .After six months ,she took three days to sew a piece of kid's clothes at night.I saw a piece of material turn into kids clothes with my own eyes .In the end the kid parents pay off a bit money to her She was excited very much ."come on,we go to buy watermelon in street " we flied house .yes flied,said the least of it ----filed. From then on sister sew her and my new clothes and rags of family.curtain,sheet,bed spread,ect .

After graduation from high school ,I didn't go to university.One my grades were very weak the others mum was unable pay tuition fees in 1992.So I left hight school and then I went to sewing store as apprentice.I hoped that I could make money after one year and then I would went to university at my own expense.Every day I got up early in the morning ,went to store doing clean. came back home when sun set .The times was simply and feeling of oppression.I began to think of my life ......... in 17 years old: my weight only43.5kgs,very thin,I knew I grew up because beginning to worry about my future!

Good morning ! Shenzhen

Spring is coming,live in big modern city,Shenzhen.Both of us are busy with our work. it should be reflecting back to observe things around us.listening voice of raining ,The rain was beating on the window.look out of the window,grass grew from the earth:shy,brave,vital.

Do more sprots since spring.warmth began to return to the Earth ,begin to plan our life.

Regular exercise and a nutritious diet can afford one with good health and confidence.

"how we think about a problem is more important than the problemitself ,so always think positively".

I like cook

I like cook. My father could cook different recipes .He was character introversion ,for Life pressure was very big .cooking become his life part when being living .He taught eldest brother to cook. .In the autumn of 1987 he died in road accident in other city and then my brother began to cooked in family when he came home after school.(because mum worked in canework factory and came back home very late at night).In one spring,mum feed some chickens and ducks in yard.its had grew up ,mum was intending to sell its in town to change some cost of living. After heavy raining,they were soaked in yard.next days,some of them began to sleep and couldn't stand in yard.one by one to died.My eldest brother put them to cook as soon as brother found out which one couldn't stand or look it at not well . " hi,I will cook nice roast chicken and duck for you"at first day one chicken ,second day two chickens and one duck,three days......... after four days,all of them died by heavy raining for catch cold. brother and sister and I ate many chicken and duck in those days untill all of them died "oh,nice smell.we may put more soy sauce ,maybe better " sitting beside the table we were excited talking about it whild we saw mum was in silence and grieved into tears ,because hope was disillusioned by heavy raining.

After the spring ,there were four kids Learned incidental expenses be waiting for it .Mum's salary only pay rent ,eats a fee and kids were ill to pay medical expenses and so on.Only one day I had borne baby to become a mother also .I understand its feeling finally.-------We love parents more than before at the moment and feel tears rain down our cheeks.

I liked cook in my childhood.my teacher was my eldest brother. He tautht me base step for cooking. I only was 8years old.When I grew up I did it more.espically I feel sadly.I would like cook many foods and enjoying the time. I cook it off,look the nice colours and smell it.

PS: The foods on the picture were cooked by me in kitchen this month!

Daybreak

Daybreak is very nice view.I am accustomed to jogging in the morning so that like to see it.Espically in beach. every morning about at am6:10 in Shenzhen.I can see nice view: it will be remember in your heart.First all skye was darkness, one or two stars in there,all the world be covered by darkness. I always associate past things with the darkness sky.so feel sadly ,but only one or two minutes it start to get a few light ,no sun and don't know it come from where.then the sky appear low light ,as everyone lie in in diffculty--sadly,couldn't see hope,blue.....only some minutes the sky start to more light and see sun ,gold,warm,with power,it break through one barrier after another : black cloudy, skyline,like a strong guy jump out of danger. so it as like our life.We will meet many more difficulty in our life.For example:this year crisis all the world.Many of us lost or couldn't look for a job in a long time.Dear friends,movn on,tell to ourselves"I believe I can,just need more times and patient,although we are no job now,but we dont' give up to study and pay attention to family or friends!we need a piece of brave heart.God ,please give it to us!"I hope I can meet you in the world and wish to go beach to see the daybreak.Every one needs a psychical friend together to across which hard time .Don't be shy !please speak your story and your feeling to your good friends.

PS:The daybreak picture were taken by me last week on beach.

About Music

At last I can download music in blog, because my IT knowledge is very poor, I had tried many ways to download music. Imust made wrong operation so that the music couldn’t be online to play.They can listen gentle music as soon as open my blog …….Music can express delicate feelings .Every one love music ,his/her life would get more colours.Oneday at night You are in a state of deep depression on account of your life or your working or your feeling . you maybe hold back tears in your heart ,this moment,music could comfort you ,as child needs a mother’s care
Dear Friends let us hug music to play music box listening it. let us hug music.
In my memory , The most difficult do be cry instead cant’ cry whild feeling sadly. Only music can release feeling .

PS: The lady is myself for jogging in the morning on beach.but the nice dog don't belong to me only meet it on the way.

Looking Back the Past Years (part 6)

There was a old and heavy bicycle in father's timber mill .Sister and I went to there to ride the bicycle. The bicycle was belong to factory,they would ride it when worker went out for town . Children were curious it in 1980s.Only few rich family had got it .Need get ticket of govement Father was accountant so that he often ride it to go out for working.

Sister and I went to mill after school to study how to riding it. First sister studied it whild I buttressed bicycle at back.(Seven-year-old sister more than me) .So I only learned to ride it after sister had learned well it.About one week,She can ride it around town here and there whild she took me in bicycle's back.I feel the view to move so nice while I sat in bicycle's back and same time I was so scared for Swing-shake .One time sister hited a young man at turning because no time to brake.He got very angry and asked us to call my father to apologize for him.Sister saw it then crying .She was a little girl after,,,,,,,,

Looking Back the Past Years (part 5)

Mum joined in a canework factory.She studied how to make cane: canechair.canesofa.cane-tea table.canebasket.......for my hometow lies to mountain,cane plants growing vigorously here and there Every day peasant carried wild cirrus to canework factory for selling .They would make some money to change vital commodity lard salt match.The cirrus were immerge by water in pool 2~4days then mum would fish it out ,use a small knife in half it then put it air-dry on platfrom .

Mum's father went to Malaysia early.and Mum's mother died early,She still lived with stepmother untill 18ages.Her job was a hardwork.She must work about 12hours everyday in factory .the factory room was hot in summer with foul smell from cirrus pool.One day her colleague would go to Shaihai.Mum ask her to take a pair shoes for me.(Mum would pay it off when she came back. )that time best goods all made in Shaihai.that times every one would proud of Shaihai make goods.For example sewing machine, watch, leather shoes ,sweetmeat.......

I liked drawing picture of watch on my wrist I used to do it with father's pen and liked to show it to my classmate.After one month mum's colleague came back Shaihai and took me a pair of purple leather shoes and same time she took one plastic watch for me .The watch time hand and minute hand neve moved ,only a decorate.Shoes cost mum 28RMB(USD4.05),almost over one salary of mum.Father would scold her when he knew it.because every one cent was planed in that time.I dressed my new leather shoes to sleep and refuse to take it off .then I dress it into my dream.......