Summer begins !

Summer is coming !

Weather is getting hoter. I am scared weather of summer The summer will be over six months. my flat is on the sixth floor. It is last floor, no thermal-protective building on roof and then had to enjoying the “free Sauna”.Sometimes couldn’t sleep all night for hot hourse .However,at night indoor temperature hoter than outdoor temperature,I as far as possible went to super market to loiter never thought to go back "electronic overn house".At middle night I had to get up to read books while one handing fan of bamboo the other to open the electric fan both:as a cartoon ant was running in hot wok.The night was so long in my minds:body was so tired ,but the brain refused to sleep. (air conditioner and power fare are expensive to me.)

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There are twenty-four solar terms。New year first solar term is spring begins,it means new year start,mum would set off firecrackers in early the morning every year in that time......look forward to succeed for planting and rearing.The loud noise of firecrackers portend to drive away the demon.(first day and middle day of every month mum will worship and go to the temple for burning incense and offering up a sacrifice,espically on July 6th the traditional chinese calendar mum necessarily took along with me .she took a duck,a piece of pork, some apples and a a bottle of fresh tea oil.a lot of scented candle. ) ps: apple chinese "pingguo",rhyming words "pingan"of chinese. it means “safe”so must take it .Every time I go back shenzhen from hometown,mum always gave me four apples in my luggage bag. (It means four seasons --spring,summer autumn winter,be safe in one year when I work in other city.

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Summer begins ,means summer is coming,weather get more and more hoter in later.mum would cook steamed pork with rice flour in that day (on May 5th,),and poach salted duck egg .in my hometown.It is said he/she willn’t be stung by mosquito in summer who eat the food.I like the way of saying a thing. So I was used to look forward the day coming in my childhood. Although the people lived in poverty,but we had rosy minds in heart..The rosy storys always placate us to go through rough time. It is very important keep a nice dream in heart.

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Today I saw the sunny is nice ,because it was cloudly and raining over two months in shenzhen The quilts and bed is very humid. so put them to solarize on roof.....near in the evering take them to paper box.washing bamboo mat to wait for hot summer.bamboo mat is a nice mat ,when I lie down it,a delightfully cool from it!

Bamboo is nice raw material:bamboo mat ,chair,table,chopsticks,bamboo shoot is a nice food for cook.. Chinese words were sealcutting in skin.of bamboo in ancient times.

The old well

That day I was climbing a mountain on the way,I saw a well .let me recall back my family old well.

My family near river ,as usually father carried water from Water Supply Station ,sometimes my brothers or sister carried it after school,because I was a child,my duty only took two iron drums to station to line up.(family was moved to town from village!).It cost one cent for drink water of two iron drums.Every day in the morning or near in the evening there are many iron drum were waitting for adding up water from the water supply station. I saw the long line all of iron drum or wood drums putting there.expically when rain day,nearby river was turned yellow by rainning. so some of local residents couldn't go to carry it from river.at the moment more drums put in there.father told me that I standed there to look at the drums and must run to family call father to carry it,if my drums turned to put into water.

My family had a big figuline jar.(size:wide 85cm,high 110cm),one day father put the water into jar,it had a crack in its body,sencond day father use some grout to adhesion itself.He looked at it and his eyes to focus.(in 1980s one big jar would sell 20RMB,about 2.5usd,but it was a lot of money for father).if it cound't be used in next days.how to do for the family?

After some years,father went out a big city to work ,he make some money,and first thing ,he took a whileblack TV ,before mum ,sister and I went to neighbour family to watch TV,or stay at near window of neighbour family to steal a look.I had remember the all movie or cartoon: and deeply impress movie was"proof of the man"."the story of mole "(Czechoslovakia cartoon).

Father made up his mind to dig a well and then he called two well sinkers.(They came from near town peasant ,living on dig well in different towns /villages)The well sinkers diged two days,but couldn't see well water, in the yard put many clay from the well ,father was worry about it ,if it couldn't find out water,however,we need pay wage to well sinkers . in any case it would be a bad news for father.so they continued to dig,it about was 9meters,I saw the well skinkers :one man came into bottom well,he digged the clay and then put it into a small iron drum then on ground other well sinker to put out it .Do you imagine that come into the over 10meters under ground and less one meter wides well bottom?They lived in my family these days,father bought some pig meat to cook for them. kids sat around table with seriousness ,except father took it to our bowls .I saw "braised pork with soy sauce " ,yellow colour of china rice wine,scrambled eggs ,fermented bean curd,pickled vegetables.It was a nice vision party! All house was full of comfy and cozy !

So hard ,so swink.no air all earth smell,anoxic ,hot ,dangerous, couldn't move a bit body in there.and don't forget one thing: Because too clay putting around the well beside.by accident one empty iron drum drop to well while one well sinker was digged the clay in well bottom.Terrified father called him on top well ,some minutes he had a weak voice. when he came out the well,his head had hurt while father took medicinal oils to rub it.Father's face was full of apologetic .The three day the well water emerged. at last we can get water in family.and wash clothes use it in winter and I have got chilblains every year in hometown.but it let me well nice to wash bowls and clothes.(water of well is very cold in summer,warm in winter )

later many neighbour went to carry water from this well ,and mum would like to provide it for them! Now the old well was buried for old houses were pulled down.

The young day !

Every year on May 4th,it is the young day in China.In this day ,many companies or nongovernmental/governmental organization would like to play entertainment programmes

Pastor of district church call us who living or working in this district to see sea. He hope that we admire the scenery of sea ,because it come from god's working. In the afternoon,we went to sea and sang some song in there, sunshine and there are many young people in swimming in sea.

There is "sea"word in middle of my name ,for living in village away from sea, father never saw sea who was eager for watching it .He put his dream in my name as soon as I was born in the world.Maybe his daughter may take him to see the sea.One day I come here but he had gone to another world many years ago.I peer at the blue water.Sea wind was heavy.The hair was fluttered in the wind ,in fact my heart was in a mess more than hair.

Every one will go through young times and get old in future.It is natural regularity .so we will be scared to get old.We only accept it.We can't be alive for forever,but we can keep young heart and minds in life: expand our life width,more happy ,more good quality,more significance. I hope that I can get it.and same time ,we know that subsistence has make us tired while we still keep dream in our hearts to alive.This is a war for ourselves : no start and end time,only a real life-and-latent myself struggle. Feeling to be exiled in desert. I think that we are hard more than angel.

Nature hiking

Dear friends,Let us go out for hiking :climbing hill or mountain,to hug nature.We will love more than before. The valley is seamed with small streams of water,the water is so clear,green grasses,different colour floweres, breathe fresh air,devoted enjoying your time in there! no boss's chatter around our ears, out of jealousy from colleague ,away from client server unreasonable. and same time ,god is so great ,he can built up so large art works,so harmonization ! in the world,human is destroy it one by one,in order to living and make more money ,human is taking up arms ,more and more cruely:whale fishing ,hunt elephants ,hunt tiger,hunt tibetan antelope ,build more new house.........please give us wisdom,know how to do with and balance between: social development and protect the environment .If one day our kids want to see animal or some plants that they must go to the History Museum .or in the world only have WELL-E robot. I know that green activists are doing some working for it ,but very hard and danger,As usuall they away from city and people come into forest and living there long time.Now there is a film to you ,hope you see it ,I believe you will be great touched. They are Anonymous Heroes .movie name :Hoh Xil .screen director:Luchuan

Brave the heart

Today I went out for climbing Wutong-mountain (the highest mountain in Shenzhen). came back and open my pc: internets latest reports: It found out one hongkong person who was infected the SWINE FLU so there were three hundred hongkong people by isolateing in hotel.The illness was said that came from Mexico and now there are very severe in there. Let everyone scared !

The sight recalled the days of SARS times ,I went through the times in 2003in china so I could be intensive experience the scared feeling !Which everthing have put my minds .Now it as a Orc come back this world ! May we do what things for it now? except scared .........

I change to another music to sent living in swine flu times people. Bless eveyone health! the pictures were tooken in the afternoon today in Shenzhen-Wutong monuntain,where has desert plant park : topical subject of America,Latin America .In there I saw many cactuses ,in my childhood geographical teacher told me that Mexican are proud of cactus and hoecake ! accidentally,first glimpse of it in grit. There are some red flowers grow in cactuses , so nice ,fresh,face up to dry, abide lonely, degage,never asking for although living in desolate desert , hot , arduous growing environment------ adamant changing itself life:from blade to evolutionary Cactus Thorn .Only for living out loud !

Some feeling swarm into my heart as soon as I am gazeing at the view........I don't know what it is,and then putting up my camera slowly to take it,hoping to keep it foever..........brave the heart!

Fried rice with egg

"Food is the first necessity of the people." To solve the problem of feeding a population of 1.2 billion is a big challenge to China. Rice is staple food in China.In China, people eat food with wooden chopsticks.I like fried rice with egg.It cook easy and smell very nice.if the rice is overnight rice,its smell will more nice than fresh rice.especially kids like to eat it.

Today I stay at house to read book ,so I didn't go to buy others foods .near at night I smelled nice smell from neighbour's kitchen.,because The very thought of it made my mouth water! So I put up three eggs and a bit of carrot,pumpkin ,scallion .There are five colour together,it will be a nice pattern in the end.We must eat all rice in the bowl ,if left one in bowl,mum would order kids pick it up .Mum came from village,she planted the rice .She has a soft spot in her heart for peasant.I will take more picture from field when I come back my hometown this year.hope to show my net friends.

Reading book

In the world the books change my life ! only it let me look at and touch future.I like reading.These days I borrow a book "Three days to see". across long history to touch the blind lady life.My heart was shock by her life .

Watermelon skin dish

The landlord bought a small watermelon from market yesterday night.we ate it together.in the end,I told them,didn't throw away that watermelon skin: it will be cooking a nice dish.we can make full use of resources of watermelon skin.How to cook it? first :cut it ouside green skin and then slice,we need ready some ingredients to cook it. two or three chilis,a few garlic (mince it),some piece of black fungus (slice to filamentous ),salt,sugar,oil (we use peanut oil in china.) put more peanut oil into pot and heat it ,one minute add up garlic and chilis ,black fungus ,stir them in pot and we will smell nice smell ,add up the watermelon skin.add up a little salt and sugar.yes,it is a nice dish.:delicate smell .Crispness .full of vitamins C.(and same time we can do salad with it.) I often eat it in summer when I eat watermelon .I think it cut down expenditures for foods today.I have some other ways to show you.if you hope to cut down more money in crisis.Now I am doing it.


1.Use the mung bean to plant sprouts of mung bean. we need water it 2~3times every day. about 5~7days ,it can grew up .it is full of vitamins C and cellulase ,best foods for kids or parents.


2.If you plant some pumpkin in your yard,remember it! we can cut some cushaw stem to cook .before you cook it ,you need to rip off its channels and collaterals of skin with pumpkin.the cook step as like cook watermelon skin.

3 We go to shopping in market after pm9:30(in china many super market will special offer for vegetable or bread.normal it is half price to sell it after pm9:30)

4We will be hungry at noon for we go out for looking for job early in the morning .By this time we can come into the super market:wal-market or Carrefour market,A-best one,huarun market ect,while we will eat many free foods from the foods factory business propagandize ,please enjoying it and give some nice advice about the foods to them.Half hour your stomach has been stuffed by different foods ,from different agents or nice Service Staff in market.and then you can keep on to find your job in the afternoon. (PLS remember the foods mark !We buy it more as soon as you get new job in future.)

5 we can go to library to borrow books and get on the internet .It is free.

6 we go out by foot as far as possible,so in some days we will be keep fit and nice body than before.

Keep on smile ! Believe God!

ps: The picture is mine,took in last week .

Raining day

It was farm land in raining in spring. Look at the view,no clearly，for it is raining that the rices are only being planted .Every year the peasant begin to plant rice seeding in farm land in April , There are much more raining in April.It will rain incessancy all week .You will listen the voice of rain all night as if a young girl is disappointment in love with plaintive cry under the eaves......It captured all the men's hearts :hoping to placate her and holding in the embrace .....

The river are full of yellow water.It is heavy raining out of the window when I am writing this article . In south china ---my hometown:Jiangxi province of China,We can see this nice view: peace,tranquillity,full of memory......

ps: The picture come from google.

My free time

There was a old domestic sewing machine in my family.It was most important fixed property except mechanical watch on father carpus.It said father sell a pig to change them.Kids were told that they couldn't touch it by hand or foot.It was covered by a piece of heavy linen all day and all night,only mum used it to sew kids news or rag. everytime mum used it while we liked to stand by and watched. Sister didn't go to school in 15 years old and then She joined in sewing personal trainer in town. I liked to see her note about sewing record.Although I couldn't understand what that ,only saw some pictures and line .After six months ,she took three days to sew a piece of kid's clothes at night.I saw a piece of material turn into kids clothes with my own eyes .In the end the kid parents pay off a bit money to her She was excited very much ."come on,we go to buy watermelon in street " we flied house .yes flied,said the least of it ----filed. From then on sister sew her and my new clothes and rags of family.curtain,sheet,bed spread,ect .

After graduation from high school ,I didn't go to university.One my grades were very weak the others mum was unable pay tuition fees in 1992.So I left hight school and then I went to sewing store as apprentice.I hoped that I could make money after one year and then I would went to university at my own expense.Every day I got up early in the morning ,went to store doing clean. came back home when sun set .The times was simply and feeling of oppression.I began to think of my life ......... in 17 years old: my weight only43.5kgs,very thin,I knew I grew up because beginning to worry about my future!

Good morning ! Shenzhen

Spring is coming,live in big modern city,Shenzhen.Both of us are busy with our work. it should be reflecting back to observe things around us.listening voice of raining ,The rain was beating on the window.look out of the window,grass grew from the earth:shy,brave,vital.

Do more sprots since spring.warmth began to return to the Earth ,begin to plan our life.

Regular exercise and a nutritious diet can afford one with good health and confidence.

"how we think about a problem is more important than the problemitself ,so always think positively".

I like cook

I like cook. My father could cook different recipes .He was character introversion ,for Life pressure was very big .cooking become his life part when being living .He taught eldest brother to cook. .In the autumn of 1987 he died in road accident in other city and then my brother began to cooked in family when he came home after school.(because mum worked in canework factory and came back home very late at night).In one spring,mum feed some chickens and ducks in yard.its had grew up ,mum was intending to sell its in town to change some cost of living. After heavy raining,they were soaked in yard.next days,some of them began to sleep and couldn't stand in yard.one by one to died.My eldest brother put them to cook as soon as brother found out which one couldn't stand or look it at not well . " hi,I will cook nice roast chicken and duck for you"at first day one chicken ,second day two chickens and one duck,three days......... after four days,all of them died by heavy raining for catch cold. brother and sister and I ate many chicken and duck in those days untill all of them died "oh,nice smell.we may put more soy sauce ,maybe better " sitting beside the table we were excited talking about it whild we saw mum was in silence and grieved into tears ,because hope was disillusioned by heavy raining.

After the spring ,there were four kids Learned incidental expenses be waiting for it .Mum's salary only pay rent ,eats a fee and kids were ill to pay medical expenses and so on.Only one day I had borne baby to become a mother also .I understand its feeling finally.-------We love parents more than before at the moment and feel tears rain down our cheeks.

I liked cook in my childhood.my teacher was my eldest brother. He tautht me base step for cooking. I only was 8years old.When I grew up I did it more.espically I feel sadly.I would like cook many foods and enjoying the time. I cook it off,look the nice colours and smell it.

PS: The foods on the picture were cooked by me in kitchen this month!

Daybreak

Daybreak is very nice view.I am accustomed to jogging in the morning so that like to see it.Espically in beach. every morning about at am6:10 in Shenzhen.I can see nice view: it will be remember in your heart.First all skye was darkness, one or two stars in there,all the world be covered by darkness. I always associate past things with the darkness sky.so feel sadly ,but only one or two minutes it start to get a few light ,no sun and don't know it come from where.then the sky appear low light ,as everyone lie in in diffculty--sadly,couldn't see hope,blue.....only some minutes the sky start to more light and see sun ,gold,warm,with power,it break through one barrier after another : black cloudy, skyline,like a strong guy jump out of danger. so it as like our life.We will meet many more difficulty in our life.For example:this year crisis all the world.Many of us lost or couldn't look for a job in a long time.Dear friends,movn on,tell to ourselves"I believe I can,just need more times and patient,although we are no job now,but we dont' give up to study and pay attention to family or friends!we need a piece of brave heart.God ,please give it to us!"I hope I can meet you in the world and wish to go beach to see the daybreak.Every one needs a psychical friend together to across which hard time .Don't be shy !please speak your story and your feeling to your good friends.

PS:The daybreak picture were taken by me last week on beach.

About Music

At last I can download music in blog, because my IT knowledge is very poor, I had tried many ways to download music. Imust made wrong operation so that the music couldn’t be online to play.They can listen gentle music as soon as open my blog …….Music can express delicate feelings .Every one love music ,his/her life would get more colours.Oneday at night You are in a state of deep depression on account of your life or your working or your feeling . you maybe hold back tears in your heart ,this moment,music could comfort you ,as child needs a mother’s care
Dear Friends let us hug music to play music box listening it. let us hug music.
In my memory , The most difficult do be cry instead cant’ cry whild feeling sadly. Only music can release feeling .

PS: The lady is myself for jogging in the morning on beach.but the nice dog don't belong to me only meet it on the way.

Looking Back the Past Years (part 6)

There was a old and heavy bicycle in father's timber mill .Sister and I went to there to ride the bicycle. The bicycle was belong to factory,they would ride it when worker went out for town . Children were curious it in 1980s.Only few rich family had got it .Need get ticket of govement Father was accountant so that he often ride it to go out for working.

Sister and I went to mill after school to study how to riding it. First sister studied it whild I buttressed bicycle at back.(Seven-year-old sister more than me) .So I only learned to ride it after sister had learned well it.About one week,She can ride it around town here and there whild she took me in bicycle's back.I feel the view to move so nice while I sat in bicycle's back and same time I was so scared for Swing-shake .One time sister hited a young man at turning because no time to brake.He got very angry and asked us to call my father to apologize for him.Sister saw it then crying .She was a little girl after,,,,,,,,

Looking Back the Past Years (part 5)

Mum joined in a canework factory.She studied how to make cane: canechair.canesofa.cane-tea table.canebasket.......for my hometow lies to mountain,cane plants growing vigorously here and there Every day peasant carried wild cirrus to canework factory for selling .They would make some money to change vital commodity lard salt match.The cirrus were immerge by water in pool 2~4days then mum would fish it out ,use a small knife in half it then put it air-dry on platfrom .

Mum's father went to Malaysia early.and Mum's mother died early,She still lived with stepmother untill 18ages.Her job was a hardwork.She must work about 12hours everyday in factory .the factory room was hot in summer with foul smell from cirrus pool.One day her colleague would go to Shaihai.Mum ask her to take a pair shoes for me.(Mum would pay it off when she came back. )that time best goods all made in Shaihai.that times every one would proud of Shaihai make goods.For example sewing machine, watch, leather shoes ,sweetmeat.......

I liked drawing picture of watch on my wrist I used to do it with father's pen and liked to show it to my classmate.After one month mum's colleague came back Shaihai and took me a pair of purple leather shoes and same time she took one plastic watch for me .The watch time hand and minute hand neve moved ,only a decorate.Shoes cost mum 28RMB(USD4.05),almost over one salary of mum.Father would scold her when he knew it.because every one cent was planed in that time.I dressed my new leather shoes to sleep and refuse to take it off .then I dress it into my dream.......

Looking Back the Past Years (part 4)

Our family move in town from a village for grandfather re-marriage and second year birth a son--myuncle.Step-grandmother didn't like live with us: too many kids ,she thought to get grandfather salary for her new family.Before grandfather often bought lard ,a little sugar,or a litter snack to us,even we had a cold,he went out for getting medicine.it would cost him some money.the family start to separate for step-grandmother coming.

Mum did some odd jobs in town .Father got a job accounting Staff in timber mill .The salary was low in during the planned economy years.everyone wanted to buy meat ,sugar,rice,flour,lard,match,cloth,all of them need tickets of government's.So father and mum frequently went to hill to chop wood and took brothers together.Father always got some fat meat of pig from a friend of leather worker's then took it back to fried .At night the kitchen was full of nice taste--lard taste! every morning mum would mixed it into hot rice , adding up a little of black soy.Another dish was pickled vegetables.(it were made of mustard leaf .every winter mum would do many it and put into salt water vat. It would cut down family's expenditures )It was a best foods for kids that time.

In autumn,sometimes Father must stay in timber mill to vigil ,thieves frequently stolen wood from timber mill.The timber mill factory manager called for employee to vigil at night. Father always took me to here.At night we need wake up many times to look around wood filed.I listened voice of frogs,dogs ....Father cooked noodles to eat when we came back.The sky was darkness while I looked at my father's face :full of love and responsibility to family in poor light.

In fact parents always quarreled for money because the total income was low as well many things need money to do with .This time real life had to give way to actuality.----kids coundn't go to school,partents would accept it and same time no more energy pay attention of want of kids. complicated society environment .They feel tired , numb,passive .......them choosing silence , smoking, drinking a few cheap rice wine to release pressure .He like football but never play it .So many of the time We have to choose to go away and Compromise under Life pressure ,for we think it maybe let ourselves feeling better.Confrontation need courage and family support each other. In the end many of us gave up our dream ! Until one day it always appears in dream ! Once let it fly out your life,You never get ture happy.Life is a process ,we compete with wisdom ,patience,willpower and past yourself in life. No matter who......

In spring father sent some woods to a Pencil Factory of Nanjing's.He told me he would come back in 15days.So that I were waiting for him in that days coming.I rushed out classroom for I knew today he would come back and would bought many pencils to me.I ran quick....... "dad ,dad...."only saw mum cooked foods no saw my father......Every day I did it same .No telephone ,No fax and dad didn't sent even one telegram to family . Let me wait him 7days everyday I as that rush out classroom and run crazy in street.Waiting for someone is a happy thing in life.........In the end father took many pencils to me,especially another one was scarf with seven style color. Up to now I still remember it and more and more clearly in memory.

Father had whiskers ,about 2~3days he shaved off his beard standing in front of mirror,for he was thin and high (174cm)and mum or kids were dwarf .We had put the mirror at low place .He have to bending his body to do it.I liked looking to do it and very curious ,for last day I saw father shaved off pig hairs and the pig skins were cooked by mum...........

PS: The girl in picture is my landlord's daughter and the scarf is mine.now we live in one flat together.she looks like me in my childhood with black skin and friendly ,actively.

Looking Back the Past Years (part 3)

Mother got marriage with father in her 18ages. She came from other far away a village. she spent all childhood and young in a village ,cultivate the land all day and all night. Have four kids,we were naughty in childhood and teen-agers times for our naughty let mum and father fierce wrangled.She even went back her hometown after some days .Mum came back our family with in silence to cook foods for kids in kitchen.Mother love me more than brothers and sister .I were most young in kids.She frequently made new clothes and trousers for kids at night before the coming china new year.I were insteresting in standing beside to look at sew machine .Mum sew it intent with hard moving pedal "kluck ....kluck....kluck....".Up to now I often listen it in dream. ---Far away,clearly,warm and fragrant .........

Traditional festival :Spring Festival is first important day. Every chirldren hopes it coming,for in that days,We will put on new clothes ,shoes,and get cash money for parents or relative. and same time all of money were encased by a piece of red paper).Kids opened it in excitedly as soon as get it then running out to buy firecrackers .

No others toys ,No TV,No radio,No newspaper,only a few old pictures books . In that times,We had dinner ,mum did off all houseworks .kids only went to sleep in a low light (lamp bulb is 15w,so kids must did all lessons before dark) I usually made of wood bench by myself or boxes to put my little things.

I espically liked to collect different sweet wrappers while I came home from school,first time went to laystall or street to find it then leveling it inside books pages ,if I had got same two piece pictures in my hands.It is best happyness things for me,because I could use it to change foods from others kids ,if he/she wanted to get it too.I would like to look at before Cover up with my quilt.the picture on sweet wrapper were very nice "mouse,monkey,fairy,shu wukong , flowers, cute little girl......."then I came in to my nice dream to meet them.one day in the morning I didn't see my sweer wrapper photo album on the table,and sister ,brothers both said no seeing it.I went on a hunger strike and cried all day.In the end father found truth then useing a big piece of cane lambaste my brother at night.-----He stolen it by stealth then change five marbles from his friends. Up to now I like cartoon very much.They went through whole my childhood until now effecting world of recognizant !


PS: The girl is my landlord's daughter.I took it last week because my childhood photoes left hometown and she looks like me very much .

Looking Back the Past Years (part 2)

The egg is first important foods in Chinese people living in 1960s~1980s.especially in my hometown.If one mother birth kid,when baby has one month,the mother must cook many boiled eggs,at same time the eggs are staining with red color .(Red color is a luck color in our hometown.)then sent out to neighbour:every family will get two eggs in hand.and they will say many benedictory words to the baby.baby's grandmother must buy many baby's clothes and hens to baby's mother.I was so happy to wait the thing coming in my childhood,in that time ,no any snack in family except rice,pickle .First time saw and ate apple in my 11ages.every school beginning of term after summer / winter vacation ,Children must come back school to study,children will get many eggs for par tens cook .children will tell par tens that they like which type eggs: boiled eggs or poached eggs (fried egg ).Eggs were expensive and lack in 1970s~1980s.but no mind,because childhood started new term so every par tens would fulfil wish of kids-----so loud to tell them,I want to eat how many eggs,so every time,My mother listened it and replay"really,eight eggs?"mum said again,"yes,mum,and I want eight eggs are fried and must fried to golden yellow ",I answered ,my tone was perky.because I knew it was a nice chance to eat eggs,and clearly knew next time to meet eggs it is a long time waiting for me and sister.so can't miss this nice chance."yes.mum eight eggs,I promise I will eat it up. " Do you know eat eggs number must be even number for it will be luckily number in China.and hate number"four,seven" ,four means "died",seven means "go away".so I thought two eggs too few ,four can't be,six are just right,but if eight eggs best choose for me in my innocent kid minds.mum cooked it and put on table ,she always said benedictory words the other picking up it with chopsticks to my bowl--two eggs means my examination results would get "100"in the future,so if I ate eight eggs,it will get "100000000",oh,mum,thanks!Today,I never went to which one university or doing one nice successful career women .I hope you forgive me and eggs ? last year,I come back hometown to see you when I went back to Shenzhen for working,you got up early in the morning to cook boiled eggs (for high blood pressure your left hand don't move freely,so didn't cook fried egg).The bus was crossing many mountain while my tears running down my face on the way........mum . I love you!

Looking Back the Past Years (part 1 )

I live in a big modern city:Shenzhen.near Hongkong,I can see the buliding of Hongkong when I look out of my window every morning only five minutes by foot,go to the beach .To see sun rise from mountion. I used to weep over my bygone life or unknown future to seat a bench of the beach because the recall or miss mum and hometown.As well it come into my dream,expically in spring ,the feeling get more better.shenzhen is a hot city,about nine months be in summer,no spring ,no winter (temperature).
Every on Feb~Apr,hometown's mountians turn green ,two months still be in rain seasons.Spring bamboo shoot come out from the hill everywhere,agrestal straw mushroom grow around tussock .I would like go out to pick it then take to home to cook,but father always threw it away .He was scared it was toxicity.We usually heard someone died for eating the straw mushroom.
I love spring,expically like listening rain sounds which it beat tile-roofed house at night.Parents have four kids,material and spirit spiare strenuous in 1970s~1980s in village of China .We lived in a old quadrangle dwellings .There are four families in there,although strenuous that time,we got along with others families ,even though kids usually brawled for something.Now the old house had been dismantle by gevoment ,it was too old and danger for our safe.I lived in the old house over 20years,never fogot it in my minds.I alway miss it which place.
Although live in a modern city: airport ,beach,subway,nice building,big market,my heart will go on :old quadrangle dwellings.last year I came back to see mum,it became vegetable field.Mum plant some hot pepper,celery cabbage,one loquat tree,two pear trees,one magnolia tree. Look at all these, sadly feeling coming into my heart:mum was old and lonely ,father went to other world,borthers moved in other place,sister got marriaged with other town man, have three kids-my childhood good friends went away it too,I miss them expically in Traditional Festivals ----looking Back the Past Years